powerful sorrowful life affirming goodness
rite of oblivioni used to be more inclined to do the types of things that i might consider self-defining... now i'm simply all too comfortable to just 'be'. I am not motivated to express myself.. whether by writing, speaking, creating art, or even down to the clothes i wear.. I am not as concerned with how my actions or inactions will be interpreted or what the future will bring.. I don't know if its a matter of having found peace or having settled.. or if the two are interchangeable. Or, for that matter, if they are interchangeable, whether or not this is a positive or negative thing.
If there was greatness in me, it first manifested as inner turmoil.. and now, by way of extremely painful metamorphosis, i'm here.. sitting on my ass.. giving zero fucks.
Devious Journal Entrywell hello. don't forget to see the new film 'samsara' by ron fricke and crew when it comes out! kthx, baiiiii
upkeepsometimes i feel that parts of myself are lost to myself... that i have reached a ceiling or a great decline in personal growth. And then I have to ask of myself: How much of this is genetic? How much of this is natural with age? How much of this is lifestyle? How much my imagination?
If necessary, consult the eightfold path:
a reading* Jeremiah: Top 5(K'un) & Bottom 6(Ch'ien) = Hexagram 11: Peace (The Pervading one)
Harmonious, Plentiful, Peaceful, Confident, Balanced, Mediator, Steadily growing, Nourishing, Blending yin and yang, Energetic, Whiny, Very fortunate, Picky, Separates things, Analyzes well, Of two minds, Confused, Great luck, Lethargic, New beginnings, Contemplative, Open, Fair and just.
* Life lessons:
These people must not lose sight of the forest for the trees; they need to learn that all things are one and that they should become a bit more forceful and stubborn.
* Positive tendencies:
These are naturally wise people. They work hard to be just, value harmony, and strive to nourish all the people around them. These poeple have amazing bursts of new energy; they separate the old and tired from the new and prospering, encouraging fruitful new gro
some crazy readingmy sister did a reading with some astrological thingy of me and my character- I am hexagon 11. according to the reading, my negative tendencies follow
* Negative tendencies:
These people can get lost in analysis, dividing things up to the point of creating division instead of understanding. There is a possibility that deep understanding of duality can also lead to a kind of schizophrenia, a dividing instead of uniting. At times open and peaceful to the point of obsequiousness, these individuals can be classic wimps, people who are limpid and lethargic with no real force. There is also a "holier than thou" attitude that may surface in these truly harmonious people; no one likes to be preached at, and any reforms or changes, no matter how necessary, can anger people when tact is ignored.
basically i have had this conversation-- both internally and externally for years.
a writing by my fatherRevelation
It is strange how repetition brings out beauty in seemingly ugly surroundings. MY initial reading of Ode brought on thoughts of "Oh God, another long wordy poem. These poets weren't concerned with bringing their thoughts to others, they were trying to create images of intellectualism for themselves." Second and third readings dashed this theory pieces. Wordsworth is beautiful! In reading Ode, I have come closer to understanding myself. There have been times when even I was fearful that my wanting to be alone much of my time was indicative of abnormality. Why didn't I savor the loud fast-moving antics of most of my peers? The answer is clearer now. I need the peace of meditation. My soul is different in that it clings to the "celestial light" that most people lose. In short I have become a philosopher. I go to
a few quick thoughtsi had an invigorating conversation tonight and sang to myself on the ride home... an idea i was singing or came to me while singing caught me and i hurried to my keyboard to type it out only to realize (again) that the mood of the idea- nay the very fabric of its meaning - had changed. here is that transfer of energy and how it loosely became two separate thoughts:
1. writing.... the language and cadence and meter and rhythm of.... music. what we are capable of expressing outside of the verbal realm is so immense... why should we need language but for any other purpose than to hear ourselves make music with it? 2.
point to progress and look down the tip of your index figure. There is as much brutality and injustice as there has ever been.. there is as much capacity for love and chronic misuse of that capacity as there's ever been. there is as much hope and as much despondency, too. Could it be that progress is an illusion? Devil's design, my friend. It is only
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(NEW RULES) May 2,000 points GIVE-AWAY! Hello my friends! Here we are again, doing a give away!
There will be 2 winners in total:
Here come the rules! :
1- Make a NEW journal featuring this one with the title "2,000 points Give Away by SeviYummy"
2-Put the link of the journal you made featuring this one here on the comments.
4-Favorite this journal
NOTE: The rules are NOT optional! You have to do all mentioned above!
I’ve realized over the years that I can’t draw everything myself, and I’ve damaged my hands by trying to draw all of my comics on my own. My followers are always asking when the next chapter of Fisheye Placebo or Knite is coming out, and it always pains me to say not yet. I can’t draw for more than a few hours a day now before the pain sets in.
I’m still determined to finish the comics I started, but I know I’m going to need help. I’ve been dabbling in 3D backgrounds for Fisheye Placebo, but I still had to build them myself, which is very time consuming and damaging to my hands in different ways.
I’ve been thinking a lot and I want to move my comic creating techniques to the next level and incorporate both 3D characters and 3D backgrounds. I’m not the most skilled when it comes to 3D programs, and I don’t have the time or health to create all the models myself, so I am looking
How to get Popular as an Artist (EDIT)EDIT: Sooooo, this journal definitely proved my thoughts and point. Congratulations to myself, this is ironically my most popular journal on my DA.
NOW! I want to clear something first as many people seem to be mistaking and sort of bashing in the comments. People who do this type of content are not bad nor should be shamed. That is, if you really enjoy doing this type of content, there is nothing wrong drawing your favorite characters, wolves, cats, sexual content, tutorials, ect. (minus the drama... like seriously, this world needs less of that). I'm just a WEEE BIT tired of seeing young people and people that do art go straight into doing this because they get more noticed or this is the only way to get anywhere. They complain or abandon their passion/love that isn't 'oh so popular' (because it doesn't have advertisements/a pre-built fanbase, or a giant movie/tv show/game behind it) and move into something else that is trending just so they can be noticed. I know you want feedback.
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Updates as of October2009: Missing Halloween's story was created. Discontinued.
2010: Attempted to rework in 3D. Failed. Discontinued.
2013: Revived and started the animation production. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2014: Resumed and held a contest. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2015: Resumed. Missing Halloween didn't miss Halloween!
For the past month, me and Negyek were hard at work, day and night, to finish Missing Halloween. Later on, Procrastacat and VenBright were hired to give various voices for the ending scene. All of these are, of course, paid jobs, thanks to my Patreon supporters.
By November 29, the animation is officially done. All 8+ minutes of it.
DOLCE'S RAFFLE [1600+ watchers]◇ DOLCE'S ART + POINTS RAFFLE ◇
WAAAAH I WANTED TO DO THIS FOR SO LONG ; ; and now we are more than 1600 i am so happy about this, guys ; ; thank you SO much for the support and hope this will be apreciated!
also forgive me if i do something wrong but this is my first raffle help -
PLEASE READ THE WHOLE JOURNAL!
there are only few rules and you won't waste too much time reading them, so please read everything before you enter! ♥
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there will be three winning numbers ( choosen with a random number generator ), so three different winners!
if you have taken more than one ticket and your numbers are choosen more than one time, you will however be winning one prize so winners will be three different users anyway ^ w ^
◆ First number choosen: a full colored picure + 1000 points!
◆ Second number choosen: a chibi or a pixel doll (180x180px) + 1000 points!
The 'FNAF Sister Location' Anti-Hate RantOK, so everyone should have seen Scott's new teaser by now.
I was not going to write about this originally (so forgive me for rushing this journal), since I figured that literally everyone knows about the news by now, but the way people are announcing it and reacting to it disturbs me. I thought we were better than this, but I guess not.
Literally everywhere I go today, everyone I've seen is spamming memes like and saying that Scott is milking the series and beating a dead horse. Even people who have "left" the FNAF fandom and have decided to pop back in just to put in their discouraging, even hating, opinions. It's so bad, that I feel people are hating JUST because it has become cool to hate, as some kind of herd mentality.
Well guess what? It doesn't matter what anyone thinks! Scott is clearly going to do what Scott is going to do! The amount of hate th
[OPEN] 2k+ Watchers art RAFFLE (edit:added prizes)Edit: Added the third prize because omg over 200 participants!! Thanks everyone!!
THANKING AGAIN ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WATCHED ME, SO HERE IS MY SECOND RAFFLE!!
I honestly am so grateful for anyone who likes my art, your comments and favorites help motivate me to continue drawing and improving! Thus, I would like to give everyone a chance at winning some free art from me.
End date: May 25th
Winners will be chosen by random.org
Please read all the rules so you don't miss out on anything important!
(right now, 3 prizes total)
TWO winners will be able to win a half-body with gradient background like this: (First one is example of gradient bg)
(NOte: there is